This is a record for women or anyone really who is finding themselves again after so long, whether it be raising children like me, or getting though a pandemic or trauma or changing careers or simply having the courage to try something new or revive something old. The only thing that feels worse than failing at it is to not fucking try to do it at all and then think about how you might have done something of value that filled you with some peace. This is my way back up the well I fell into. I'm dusted and looking up.